the moneys on the table

dahhmer @ 2008-12-30T22:25:00

2008-12-31T06:28:11Z

2008 is leaving and i really dont give a shit

i came out of the closet, got cheated on, id say partied less, worked very little, but managed to do fun shit all the time.

i cant believe i still have one of these, considering the fact that ive had it for almost 4 years, i guess its kinda cool.

fuck you, im not ready for 2009, im not ready for life, i just want tons of drugs and dudes, good dudes..

but all bullshit aside

i guess im happy

dahhmer @ 2008-08-05T19:39:00

2008-08-06T02:42:08Z

HIGHS lows LOWS highs

i feel like i need to write something, so im doing it. technically im "writing something" right now, fuck. maybe that was all i had to say, which is probably a lie

so ill

2008-05-13T08:49:46Z

dahhmer @ 2008-04-29T15:39:00

2008-04-29T22:40:27Z

im dead, or im done, well ill be dead when im done

dahhmer @ 2008-03-09T21:46:00

2008-03-10T04:48:27Z

black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black black

dahhmer @ 2008-01-22T20:45:00

2008-01-23T04:46:46Z

we'll crawl back into the pieces of our plane, i wish that we could fly again.

dahhmer @ 2008-01-10T01:53:00

2008-01-10T09:55:36Z

it really scares me when I go back and read old entries..

totally a "who the fuck am I?" kind of situation, even though this anthony typing could be the most honest, vulnerable, grown up anthony ever.

you are what you eat, so does that make me a pussy?, or a dick?, asshole?

dahhmer @ 2007-10-06T16:19:00

2007-10-06T23:25:18Z

Im writing this post using my ipod.

Fucking wierd...

dahhmer @ 2007-07-21T16:33:00

2007-07-21T23:34:04Z

long time no see

im actually saying that to myself

dahhmer @ 2007-06-29T02:16:00

2007-06-28T10:16:35Z

as if i feel normal.

its 3 am and im out of it.
god bless me.
goodnight
america
hopefully whomever reads this still cares

dahhmer @ 2007-06-22T19:13:00

2007-06-22T03:14:20Z

me, im not

dahhmer @ 2007-06-16T13:59:00

2007-06-15T22:00:26Z

i guess this is me "hopping back on"

dahhmer @ 2007-06-12T14:37:00

2007-06-11T22:38:22Z

sugar spice and everything nice

dahhmer @ 2007-06-05T11:48:00

2007-06-04T19:49:50Z

there is no life i know
that compares to pure imagination

dahhmer @ 2007-06-04T11:51:00

2007-06-03T19:53:41Z

you say goodbye, i say hello

dahhmer @ 2007-05-24T12:53:00

2007-05-23T20:55:05Z

i couldnt take my hands off her
she wouldnt let me be anywhere but inside

dahhmer @ 2007-05-15T18:08:00

2007-05-15T02:09:56Z

truth is, im looking for love

but hopefully its also looking for me

dahhmer @ 2007-05-09T17:57:00

2007-05-09T01:59:08Z

august 24th, marilyn manson/slayer, verizon wireless

bro.

dahhmer @ 2007-05-05T21:25:00

2007-05-05T05:32:22Z

exhausted as fuck

i have no valid reasons to be this tired, most of the reasons revolve around poor decision making, and the urge to watch movies anywhere past midnight. but my sheets are clean and i like the way they smell , so burying my face in them doesnt sound very bad at all

dahhmer @ 2007-05-01T00:48:00

2007-04-30T08:51:27Z

ive managed to build up my sexual stamina, only to lose it all to my hand, stoned.

then comes the second wind, and im sure i made an impact, actually im positive ;)

dahhmer @ 2007-04-24T19:19:00

2007-04-25T02:19:56Z

so i just got diagnosed with stupid idiot disease

dahhmer @ 2007-04-24T01:03:00

2007-04-24T08:03:06Z

dahhmer @ 2007-04-22T11:13:00

2007-04-22T18:14:01Z

its funny how big of a deal the media made about the virginia tech shooting, when shit like that happens in iraq every week.

dahhmer @ 2007-04-22T00:59:00

2007-04-22T07:59:21Z

dahhmer @ 2007-04-17T19:22:00

2007-04-18T02:22:36Z

so im gonna disapear for about a month

legit fall off the earth, see you in summer